what to plant in my garden *on going*

I know for sure

corn,

tomatoes.

bell peppers,

pie pumpkins,

squash (all sorts)

cucumbers,

onions,

a few warm pepers not sure what kind yet,

i want to start some strawberries too just have to find some one with a good plant to start from

a raspberry bush

potatoes, red white and a few sweet

spinach, broccoli, and cauliflower

thyme, sage, rosemary, oregano, basil, dill, cilantro

babies when will she have babies?

No matter how hard i try i cannot get baby rabbits i am trying to get all my does bred so i can have babies soon. But so far NONE of them have taken i have a doe due on the 20th but i cannot check her since she just wont let me hold her i just got a doe bred to a buck but she is eveil i swear and i may cull her after she kindles and try a new doe from her. i am soo hoping this doe due this month has babies i wanna see what come out of the breeding. I have 4 more days untill i know (if she kindles ontime) if i will be able to keep her babies for meat or if i will only breed her for pets. If she wont tame down i may not even do that with her. depends on how she does after the babies are born.

bored

I am so bored i want something to do. anything at all. but instead i am here blogging and being boired off my butt and i just wanna do something. and i want icecream LOTS of icecream. sigh I am so bored

i am stranded

granted i am stranded at home but i HATE beong without a vehichle. And after everything i di for everyone else you think someone might be willing to help me out by running me around but oh no. They have a life that is way to busy for me. well fine they wanna be to busy for me. Then i guess from now on i am to busy to help them. I am tired of being the one who gives and gives and get nothing in return. So fine they wanna be thatway i can play that game too. and i am better at it than they are.

well the internet is on and i cant sleep so what am i doing.......... sitting here freezing my butt off. ugh i am so tired but everytime i lay down i am wide awake not even close to being asleep. I know there is somethingi could be doing. not sure what but something. probably something to help out around here more like a weekly menu. Or cleaning the house, or even just making up some biscuits to freeze for later meals but nope i am to tired untill i go to bed so here i sit about to take a pain pill and praying i got to sleep maybe if i get the pain in my legs to go away i will be able to sleep now.

annoying people

have you every been annoyed by people who think they know you and they actually know absolutely nothing? and then when you tell them they are wrong they try to argue? I get really tired of it. Somedays i just wanna scream at them. Instead i am trying to keep a level head and not let them pull me into senseless arguments. But it is not the easiest thing to do. And there are times that people bring to my attention that i am being kinda stupid about something, and i try to back off. And then there are people who know things about you you type out on a thread but insist that they have never read or responded to any other thread you typed. *shakes head* they kinda already outed them selves. but whatever i am trying hard to do this. it will get bette as soon as i bring in some money and get my basic meds again.That will make it sooooo much easier to deal with these people

avon store is now open

http://eferrel.avonrepresentative.com/

busy busy busy

I have been so busy, and sooo tired.

I am out of my meds and it is making my life3 difficult PLUS my darling husband quit his job i understand why i just wish he had waited untill he had another one.

I just sent in for a decision pack for a christian home based buisness. I am hoping to be able to supplement what we bring in with dh jobs and get OFF the help of the state. Obama is making it WAY to scary to stay on it for much longer. I want as far away from the government when he blows us out of the water. SO i will SOON have the net i keep thinking that i will have it and then something happens and i cant get it. but soon i will have it because i HAVE to have it then i can keep up on this. wont get many more followers untill i do.

my food stamp questions

i will ask this again.....
Why should YOU decide what i buy for my family? And where does it stop?there is already restrictions in food stamps and they are enough, I am sorry you people feel like this but really, how would you feel if someone walked up to you and said "you cannot buy such and such" I have had dirty looks for buying soda and i have had dirty looks for buying any meat but tuna (gag me), so where does it stop? Should you be able to decide wich milk i buy? what kind of eggs? which brand of oatmeal? Or how about how much i can buy? Can i only buy 2 loafs of bread a month? 2 gallons of milk? 1 bag/box of cereal. honstly where does it stop? and exactly WHAT gives you the right to decide? because you pay into the system? So do i so does all that i know that are on food stamps. why cant WE decide what we can buy for meal?

Shop-a-holic

If you are like most of us you love to shop. Spending money makes you feel good and that is fine..... when done in moderation. But for a person like me it can become a vicious cycle. I feel bad i shop, i LOVE retail therapy as it is called, I call it self medication. It gives me a huge rush it is almost a high like you get from a drug, especially when it is on sale. But then i realize i spent the money for a certain bill, and i crash hard and get depressed again.So then i shop again and realize more bill money is gone and get depressed again. I have shopped so much I was hundreds of dollars overdrawn. This cycle is soooo hard to get out of almost impossible. And i have to be careful to not just switch things i am self-medicating with. I know some people out there will say get over it life is not a bed of roses, dude i have tried it wound me up in the hospital. Another will say i get depressed but i don't shop like that. Good for you i am glad but ya know what i bet you self-mediicate in another way. I am not proud of myself when this happens in fact i am so ashamed I am sick from it i have been known to lie about where things came from. Just beause i get so shaking and sick from it knowing that it is going to be bad. It has caused many fight , bad fight, some that have almost caused us to sepperate. This is such a hard battle to fight and it is one i fight everyday. Some days i stand tall in victory and others i am slumped in defeat but i am always on my feet

I have no net

Just so ya'll know i write my blogs in a note book first since i do not have the internet at this point in time. SO i have to print them and then type them in when i get to my families house. So it will be a few days in between posts but when i do there will be multiples in one day

an introduction

This is my introduction post. I will explain who i am and why i am here writing this..

I am a mother of 2 toddlers which is a handful in and of itself, When added to the fact that i am bi-polar and ADD it can tend to be a challenge to make it through each day. I plan to type here what i have found that helps me through the day and keep my limited sanity intact. Information that i wish someone had given me long before i had to learn it the hard way and almost lose my family. I pray that my information will help even just one mama/woman to be able to function on a day-to-day basis and be able to keep his/her family available. This blg is for anyone but is written from a womans point of view. So some of what i say may be un needed for a man.